Second Wind

I used to ride bikes quite a bit with my family, as the youngest child i often had trouble keeping up with them. Before long I would be out of breath and very tired and wanted nothing more than to take a break. After awhile, I would notice that while I was still exhausted, I had a new level of determination and energy even though I hadn't taken a break or had any food. There is a term for this called getting your second wind.

Spiritually I feel in the same position. I am tired and seem to be lagging behind people. I would like nothing more than some kind of break, like a renewing of my faith or an answered prayer. What I have been feeling in the past week instead though is a sort of spiritual second wind. By simply making the effort to stay spiritually active, and continuing to pray I feel that despite my doubts and struggles I have a newfound determination. Nothing has gotten easier, but I feel a little stronger.

Hope it stays